gw bencii pagi ini .

When i try my best but i don’t succeed
When i get what i want but not what i need
When i feel so tired but i can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down my face
When i lose something i can’t replace
When i love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
No lights will guide me home
And never ignite my bones
And no one could try to fix me
And high up above or down below
When i'm too in love to let it go
But if i never try i’ll never know
Just what i'm worth
Maybe later, a lights will guide me home
And ignite my bones
And someone will try to fix me?

kliatan'y pesimis bgt yh gw? feel so damned. numb with all. what a fuckin' heartache?

It's over tonight
There's no more chance to make it right
I may make it through the night
I'll go home without you

nyesek bgt.

gw benci smua hal d pagi ni.

he hopes, i'm ok with all.

he hopes, this is the way that i could stand.

he hopes, this is my way n all i want.

he said, " is there 'tomorrow' for us? i'll be waiting for a chance. i'll show all that i've said. i'll give all that i've promised. i know i'm wrong. i know i just a silly blind boy. but i never fool u with all my dream. u'll be my last. "

T_T

PLEASE just take ur heart off of me. don't say anything 'bout us. stop promised me everythings 'bout dream. u've broke me n there'll be no way to fix me back.

.....

nothing last forever but be honest, baby. it hurts but it maybe the only way.

''(x

THERE IS NO PLACE I'D RATHER BE THAN RIGHT HERE WITH HIM .

brand new day .

gar
sayang
diaa

senyum
diaa

cara
diaa
sayangin
gar

buat
gar
ktawa
lagi

gar
sayang
diaa

smua
care
diaa

smua
hadir
diaa
d hari"
gar

gar
butuh
diaa

slalu
dket
gar

n_n




dear GOD.
let him be the one who loves me all the time.
n.n

wlo btuh waktu gar buat fokusin hati gar cm buat diaa. wlo mgkn ga bntar wkt yg gar btuhin buat lupain hari" kmrn gar. tp gar bner" pgn sayangin diaa. slalu. ga mau ga ada diaa. moga diaa ngerti gar. moga diaa ga bikin gar nyesel. buat gar prcaya lagi ma smua.

................!!!

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

gw ud sering bilang. gw bs muak.

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

gw bukan guardian angel. lo yg harus'y jagain gw.

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

d anggep ap gw? lo jadiin kata maaf cm buat skedar jeda buat salah yg lo ulang-ulang-ulang-ulang.

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?

lo? "cinta" yg paling egois yg pernah gw punya.

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

gw ud cb. jd org plng perfect yg ad dlm diri gw. buat lo. buat lo. buat lo.

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

why all must end by this way? bagian plng sakit, smua janji" yg ga smpet btw d jdiin nyata.

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

enough.

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside

gw y gw. jgn bandingin gw ma yg lain. jgn minta gw jd org lain. n yg lo lakuin, gantiin gw jd ce lain.

Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

there's no chance. there's no soon or later.

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you

u'll regret.

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

all i wanted now just let u go out of my life.

Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

jgn balik lg.

What if I wanted to break?
What if I, what if I, what if I
Bury me, bury me

jgn pernah balik lg.

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jgn dtng lg. jgn panggil gw lg. jgn egois. jgn bwt gw ngliat lo lg. biarin gw. idup gw bkn urusan lo lg. gw ud ksi smw yg tbaik dr gw. tp ni pilihan lo. let me go out. let me live my life. "my life". wont ever be "our life" anymore.