met pagiii dunia.....

hoahhhmmm...
thx wt dua batang racun yg bwt gar rest in peace td mlm.....
(pliss gar, stop it!!T.T)

pah...mah...

brenti neken gar...

kpn sh bisa biarin gar gde...

gar ud bisa bedain mana bener ato salah,

walo gar lbih banyak milih yg salah...

ni idup gar...

biarin gar yg ngsi'y...

biarin gar yg mlih...

aynx takecare y...
maf hr ni gx bs nmenin aynx...
miss u...

met pagiii dunia...

gyw...deth...

ni pto qt ru mzk sma...

kangen ih...

bgd...

pgn ky dl lg...

kangen klyan bdua...

kangen bgd...

gar sayang bgd klyan...

gkan ad yg gntiin posisi klyan bwt gar...

missyuu...SOULMATE.....

but in the END.....

aq...
mngenang 'n trtawa...
mngingat 'n trluka...
mnghitung brp bnyk kata yg ku tulis tanpa dia baca...
puji 'n puja bodoh yg tak prnah dia dengar...
mnghitung brp bnyk warna yg aq cb bntuk...
utk dia trtawa dsisiku,
bkn dsisi'y...
aq bkn udara yg mngisi kosong...
mngisi kelabu saat dia tanpa'y...
aq ini nyata,
bkn bayangan maya...
ada utk dia sentuh...
dgn tubuh utk dia rengkuh...
utk dia...
utk dia...
utk dia...
yg bkn utkqu...

rasa ni semu...

bahagia ini cuma mimpi...

sperti hal'y dia yg takkan nyata...

dia tak ada...

hanya prnah ada...

bgian crita tak trtulis yg qu lukis d hari kmrn...

utk hari bsk yg takkan prnh bwt'y habis...

don't want to lose him more than this........

(sblm'y gar mnt maf ma zar klo bc blog inih...'n tolong bgd gx ush dbhas lg coz ni ud srng bgd bwt qt cape...ni cuman curhatan gar...)

gx leh hub lg ma dy!

gx leh angkat tvon dy!

gx leh sms dy!

gx leh da nama dy d hp gar!

gx leh kcplosan nyritain 'bout dy!

hrz buang smw barang" yg ad hub'y ma dy!

hrz buang diary" gar!

hrz buang puisi" gar!

HARUS BUANG DYA JAUH" DR IDUP GAR!

cuman gx mw khlngn dy lbh dr ni...

pa gx bs zar nrima gar ttp tmenan m dy...

tu aj...

cm pgn mztiin dy bae" aj...

dy sehat" aj...

T.T

ugh.....x(

I LAFF MY SELF IN ALL D WAY I'M

hard to say.....

gx nak y jd org prasa...
mood brubah" gx jlaz np...
gx nak....................

T.T

my hubee...

PLISS.....

jgn bkin ksel beb...

beb cape...

ngrti beb bs kn...

gt doank gx susah kn...

T.T

uhmmm...
mlm ni ngrasa "kacaw" bgd...
np lg zh???
pdhl br td ktawa"...
pgn triaaaakkk...............x(

ngrasa miss something...

tp gx taw apa ato apa ato apa ato siapa...

pgn critaaa...

pgn ngaduuu...

gtw mzti ngmong ma sapaaaa................

anjiiinngg.............
gar benci ngrasa ky gni...

everlasting..............

if YOU’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

if YOU’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?

if YOU are not mine then why does your heart return my call?

if YOU are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

i never know what the future brings

but I know YOU're here with me now

we’ll make it through

and I hope YOU are the one I share my life with

i don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

if I’m not made for YOU then why does my heart tell me that I am?

is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

if I don’t need YOU then why am I crying on my bed?

if I don’t need YOU then why does your name resound in my head?

if YOU’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

if YOU’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my HUSBAND?

i don’t know why YOU’re so far away

but I know that this much is true

we’ll make it through

'n I hope YOU are the one I share my life with

'n I wish that YOU could be the one I die with

'n I pray in YOU’re the one I build my home with

i hope I love YOU all my life

i don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

if I’m not made for YOU then why does my heart tell me that I am

is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'coz I miss YOU, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

and I breathe YOU into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

'coz I love YOU, whether it’s wrong or right

and though I can’t be with YOU tonight

and know my heart is by your side

i don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

if I’m not made for YOU then why does my heart tell me that I am

is there any way that I could stay in your arms?

..............v(^o^)v..............

hoaaahhmm...

-O-

tak ckula... gar cakiit... huhuhuu...

gx ktemu mtk+fis...

gx pngyaan+gx lez...

huhuhuu...(HAHAHAA...xp)

ugh...

ugh...

kmrn ktmu mkhluk yg ngjakin damai cenah!!!

dy ma ce'y!!!

qrain ze gar bkal bete s'anjing" nglyt'y...

tp ud bys aj t'nyta...

^_^

28 hari menuju UN!!!!!!!T.T

yaampuun...

ud brkali" kut TO kga lulus"...x(

cayo!

cayo!

cayo!

gagar km bisa!!!x(

iks........

ayuulaah,

cpt lulus 'n kul...

ud muak ma ckula gar yg soang"y ud pd lenyap...

miss u all...

tp mzii pgn brng" ma coiinnnssss...

np ze br jg ngrasa comfort ud hrz pisaah lg...x(

bruzn ad yg tvon...

kangen jg...

he...

trnyata dy bhgia n bae" sajah...

'n mzi syng ma nymph'y...

heuheu...

i'm fine...x)

i'm ok...x)

i'm ok...x)

hoaammmmhh.....

kangen unyuk...

gx bs ktmu hr nii...

iks...iks...

missyuuhhh thynx...................

muah...

'n all those feelin', those yesterday feelin' will all be lost in time.....

At first I was afraid

I was petrified

I kept thinking I could never live without you by my side

But then I spent so many nights

Just thinking how you'd done me wrong

And I grew strong

I learned how to get along

So now you're back

From outer space

I just walked in to find you here

Without the look upon your face

I should have changed my fucking lock

I would have made you leave your key

If I'd have known for just one second

You'd be back to bother me
Oh now go,

Walk out the door

Just turn around now

You're not welcome anymore

Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire

Did you think I'd crumble

Did you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I WILL SURVIVE

As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

I WILL SURVIVE
I WILL SURVIVE

Yeah, yeah
It took all the strength I had

Just not to fall apart

I'm trying hard to mend the pieces

Of my broken heart

And I spent oh so many nights

Just feeling sorry for myself

I used to cry

But now I hold my head up high

And you see me

With somebody new

I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you

And so you thought you'd just drop by

And you expect me to be free

But now I'm saving all my loving

For someone who's loving me
Oh now go,

Walk out the door

Just turn around now

You're not welcome anymore

Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire

Did you think I'd crumble

Did you think I'd lay down and die

Oh no, not I

I WILL SURVIVE

As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive

I've got all my life to live

I've got all my love to give

I WILL SURVIVE
I WILL SURVIVE

bwt

hari kmrn

bwt

wkt" yg ud lewat

bwt

my desire

bwt

obsesi gar

bwt

jlx'y jlx

bwt

angka 14

bwt

smw yg msh ada

yg prnh ada

'n

yg ud gx ada

bwt KAMU

mg bahagia dsana

'coz GAR bahagia dsini.....x)

say HELLO...

ME

MY SELF

and

I